Saturday, February 12, 2005

valentine's day is approaching... just wanna share something with you all =)

Once upon a time,
In a seemingly idealistic world,
Untainted and unscarred,
She met him.
They shared a moment together.
A dance tt she wld nv 4get.
He was perfect.
All tt she ever dreamt of alll her life.
Bliss.
A happiness tt she nv knew of.
Overwhelmed her. Took over all her senses.
They loved each others company,
Developing a bond so strong.
He was happy. She was happy too.
He cld make her smile like no one cld.
N he promised her tt he wld do all it takes
Jus to c her smile.

She had another guy in her life.
One tt she too cared 4 deeply.
But not in e same way.
He was always there 4 her.
A part of her life.
They shared a past.
Innocent times, unbridled freedom.
It jus came at an inappropriate time.
Frenz were e onli thg they cld b.
Taken 4 granted perhaps.
She ignored him. Foolishly.
Wanting the fireworks love.
But like fireworks,
It was beautiful. Magical. Explosive.
And fleeting.

Perfect beginning. Perfect relationship.
A less than perfect end.

It ended. One fine summy day.
They grew apart. Distanced.
He was not sure if she liked him.
She was not respondin e way he liked her to.
But dats jus how she is.
She knew deep down, he had a place in her heart.
But sadly, he wld nv ever get to noe tt.
He left b4 he cld realise it.
Opting 4 e easy way out.
Wanting another who loved him more
Than he did to her.
He nv gave her e chance to show dat
She cld also love him as much as her.
She cld love him too.

She was sad but nv let it show.
Rather let it bottle up within her.
Shutting it out.
It was her character.
Her frenz saw her pain thru her eyes.
They was nothin they cld do
But watch on helplessly.
Lik a ray of light in her darkness,
There was still him.
E one hu was there by her side all along.
The other him.

He was like an angel.
Watching over her. Being there 4 her.
It was a diff kind of love she felt 4 him.
Less overwhelmin. But jus as sweet.
He pulled her out of her pain.
He nursed e wounds.
She was grateful.
Slowly, she was happy once more.
He made it all alright.

Thx to her frenz,
He spent an unforgettable nite wif her on her bdae.
They tokked. Abt him n abt her.
And everythg seemed right.
Sadly, it was not.
She wanted him to study.
Did not want her to affect his studies.
She let him go.
Ignored him.
Building a fence between him n her.
Leaving him out.
It was her own fault. Sheer stupidity.
Asked 4 it. Deserved it.
But all she wanted was 4 him to have no regrets.
She did not wanna feel guilty.
She loved him.

In e end, she was e one regretting.
If only he knew.
He found someone new.
She was lost.
E life buoy tt she had always been clinging to
Had a new passenger.
Din noe wad to do.
E scar in her heart wld nv b mended again.

She was numbed. Tainted.
She used to believe in love.
Used to believe in fairy tales.
But now, she had jus started to learn dat
There's no such thing as fairy tales
Is a good story supposed to end
Unhappily ever after
Just as wonderful as it begins?
She cld nv love again.

Baby, can you stop the rain from falling?
Won't you chase my clouds away?
I'd give anything to see the sun again
Only you can stop these tears from falling.

take me with you
11:03 AM

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